Today we took the heath documents to the doctor to review and discuss. Everything looks good to him and that is wonderful. He gave us several medicines to take with us on the trip in case they are needed, we hope they are not. Billie is having a blast telling everyone all of the illnesses that I have since he wrote the prescriptions in my name. One friend said that it was strange that I was so sick, "He looked like he was fine Sunday". Ha, Ha everyone.....
I also searched the web today some more and found several pictures of the Welfare Institute where Ashley is right now. Most of them just made me want to go get her right now!!!
I find that night time is best right now as I am asleep and not worrying about Ashley and the fact that I have no control right now. A song from when I was in high school comes to mind just because of one line in it, the song is "I Like Dreamin". "I like dreamin' cause dreamin' can make you mine." The rest of the song is obviously a love song but that one line applies here. I feel that way right now because when I am asleep I can dream that I am holding Ashley or playing games with her or watching a movie. It is only a dream right now but one day soon it will be real, Ashley will be home with us and we can take care and love her like a child should be cared for and loved. I just have to hold up until that day comes true and with the help of God and my wonderful family and friends I will make it until that day.

May God bless you all and continue to watch over Ashley and all of us.